Long story short, the blog is not dead.
Short story long, I would want to say (to myself since there’s no one here) I’ve been busy, which I was indeed, but the truth is I was uninspired.

Although busy, I would have had some time to write something, but the fact is I don’t have what it takes to write a diary, never had and probably never will.
Nor I am, in this specific situation, able to write about areas of my expertise or even generic knowledge. Since I don’t put my face in it, I don’t feel its worth it.

The wordpress.com choice is always a bit of a inner struggle, between the will to do more and the need not to get entangled in doing more.
I still get visits from popular misleading titles I used for a few of my first articles (I’m sorry for that), even after more than two months I wrote them. There still is somebody who (blessed laziness) read the feed, even though this blog looked deserted, like most of wordpress.com’s.

I spend lots of time reading what other drones like me write on similarly purposeless blogs. Most people is happy with just having a webpage like its the wonder of the new millennium, some other just try hard to follow what popular blogger do in order to become popular themselves.
I would like to write for the hell of it (this is my final objective), but I feel incapable of doing it if I know nobody will read.
My inner shrink said I shall not bother with listeners since my therapy is writing, but he knows nothing, after all he is not even a real shrink.

For the hell of it, today I’m done.